Thats a good point that I can relate to.

For a good number of years, I played as part of a 5-piece weekend, wedding/dance group. The group consisted of long-time close friends, school chums I grew up with. It was fun being a 'musician' in a band.

Eventually, due to the members starting families, starting careers, etc, we discontinued being 'musicians'. I sold my stuff and never missed it, not once, for 16 years.

Then, on a whim, I get a Casio (1600 i think it was) for my own personal enjoyment at home. I began being more creative and became more pleased with my sound and my style which in turn, brought me more enthusiasm for playing. I upgraded to a WK3500 and self-satisfaction increased even more.

Looking back, I now clearly see that I just enjoyed being a so-called 'musician' and I never really got the enjoyment of playing music as I now do today.

I would give serious thought as to what I really wanted out of my music; fame, fortune, greater playing enjoyment, ALL OF THE ABOVE and determine if being on my own or being a part of a group would accomplish that goal.

I think the ultimate situation would be to have the time to continue developing your self, your own sound, your own creativity, while finding other players whose musical thoughts and ideas would blend well with your own. You can see some of the members here at SZ have had success and enjoyment doing that.

Best Wishes.
Ed