Cathy (keyskitten),
The link provided by Bebop certainly explains much of the mood which comes across in your posts. I wish you strength in your fight with C, and a quick and complete recovery. I hope that participating in this forum will lighten the burden which you are carrying right now.
This forum is a wonderful place. We practice different religions, espouse different political views, represent both genders, and a multitude of ages. The members live in the countries all over the world. Our talent is also all over the scale. There are once-a-month preformers (like me), people who make a living, playing music full-time, or the ones who play at home, some who have made dozens of CDs, others who have experimented with MIDI or audio recordings, or the ones whose computers are too far away from the keyboards to record anything (like me again). There are people who are accomplished pianists, or who have spent their musical careers playing other instruments and have only now switched to keyboards, as well as the ones who are self-taught play-by-ear types (again, like me). Most of our members use styles, though some only play interactively, while others record and/or use sequences to showcase their vocal talents.
Nevertheless, the factor which brings us together is our enjoyment of playing music. We all enjoy playing equally much, regarding of our skill level or gear we use. We exchange opinions, and learn from each other. This helps each one of us better ourselves. That is why we have managed to avoid acrimonious fights (mostly), and why this forum is a runaway leader in the number of posts among all of the Synthzone discussions.
It is my hope that our early misunderstandings will be put to rest, and you will find participation in this discussion as enjoyable as the rest of us do.
Regards and best wishes
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Regards,
Alex