I have keyboarditis. A very addictive disease which affects me rather severly. I am a serial keyboard buyer who can hardly play and am always buying keyboards. I am on my second arranger keyboard-Beakybirds old PSR S910. I am not going to tell anyone how many keyboards I have bought new or used in the last 2 decades but it has to be the same number of years in 2 decades.
I don't pretend to say this is normal, but, as, is so often the case, when one thinks you are the worse-there is always someone out there-just like you! If there is-or you want a nice PSR S910 at a very good price-check out the one for sale on the buy & sell thread.