Tony, you have a good point; sometimes we get lost among the negatives.
Eighteen years ago my Cardiologist got me to the hospital just in time. Not only is he a great doctor, he also my friend. One day he and I sat and added the many times my heart has beat in 80+ years. (smiel)
There are many good doctors out there.
John C.
PS, sorry to hear about the many difficult times you’ve had.